On The Road Again

Had a blast in Charlotte.. really I did..They have TWO Sanrio stores so that was great for me lol.. I Had a ton of fun with Robbin laughing watching movies and having girl talk when she wasnt wit her new boo lol!... and she has challenged me to wearing my real hair for 10 days! (While she happily goes and gets her "Long Hair Dont Care" weave today) ... We will see if I can keep my promise lol.. (pics of me n my real hair below) . So as I said yes im on my way out again.. I will definitely post pics from Charlotte and maybe a video or two . If you are on my friends list on Facebook you will probably see them first as I am a Facebook Junkie and update a lot lol.. Can anyone guess where I am off to next?

The Prettiest Ring Ever!

This Bad Boy is from Kimore Lee Simmons HK Line in celebration of HK's 35th Anniversary. It retails for 950.00. It also comes in Green Amethyst, Garnet,Citrine, and Amethyst. The other colors have matching necklaces as well but I didnt see one for the Rose. Not like I can afford either but is it not the prettiest ring ever!?I hope Santa sends me 950.00 or a SugaDaddy for Christmas.. I gotta have it! lol

Steak and a Life Changing Moment

Last night I was choking on the steak I made I mean beating my chest call 911 choking! (thank god my mama taught me how to do a self Heimlich)  lol I saw my life flash before me.. its that moment I realized I have been sitting in this bed crying and weeping  and not wanting to go out not wanting to live over some BS.. but when i almost did die I wasn't ready to go! Made me realize that change is definitely needed and my future is very bright! I can get through this and any other obstacle standing in my way! I will survive! lol My brighter day is here :) The old Telly is Back! Damn shame it had to take eating steak to come to that conclusion.. and yes.. I finished that damn steak with a smile :)

So When Im sad I shop...

HK makes me happy for 2 minutes or so lol here are my latest HK Items

umm ignore the crap on the floor in that last pic lol! i was in the middle of sorting laundry

Last Night I tried to smile

So lately I've been really sad.. not going to discuss why because If I do people indirectly involved will get hurt and I'm not that type of person but needless to say I know I made the right decision but it doesn't take away from the fact I am so damn hurt.. Ive been in bed for days..crying..not eating..not sleeping.. Last night I tried to fake the funk though.. I got on paltalk like I usually do ..Even cammed up.. but EVERYBODY  could see how puffy my eyes were.. So I left the room I usually hang out in and went into a room where people barely know me and I can ACT happy.. It worked for awhile but I was slowly dying inside.. I have been for days.. When will I get over it I don't know but for right now I have opted to not talk to anybody and not be on Facebook. I log on to see whats up with everybody but thats about it. Guess I really need to do some deep soul searching. I also have this project to work on to get this job so I am going to try and keep myself busy.. Being depressed sucks but its so hard to get out of ugh..

Job Hunting? Gets Rough!

The Recession is really killing America.. It's like.. 20 million people applying for the same job. You really have to go above and beyond to seperate yourself from the competition. I am currently looking to relocate so if you guys know of openings in your city let me know =).I am in the SEO/SEM field (Online Marketing). I'm proactively looking in North Carolina and New Jersey but willing to relocate ALMOST anywhere.. Seriously I can adapt to any situation. I have had two interviews lately one in NJ and one in NC...Not feeling so confident about the NC gig but we shall see. On the other hand the NJ job I have a date for my next interview. I have had 3 already! Now a 4th.. sheesh If I dont get this one I just might cry seriously lol..


Atlanta use to be the place to be! Jobs were abundant! Hmmph! not any freakin more! Its like one page in the newspaper now!. Atlanta has taken one of the biggest hits with large companies like Delta and Home Depot laying off thousands. To tell you the truth I have not put in not one application here. I have heard so many horror stories. It has taken some of my friends 6-9 months to find a job. Now what if you didnt qualify for Unemployment than? shoot 6 months and you dont have any money saved your ass is out on the street somewhere. That is soooo sad. I really hope things get better for Atlanta as well as the USA as a whole real soon.. Until then.. I'm still searching...




P.S. Yes I will be including a song with all my posts =)

Don't they know I know NOTHING about staying in love?

So lately I have been the GO TO person for my friends and their relationship problems. While I don't mind listening AT ALL... I CAN NOT HELP YOU loll... I'm single.. not sure if my friends remember that..but uhhh I am clearly NOT the person to ask for advice... If people knew how dysfunctional my love life is they would run for the hills lol.. but the thing is I very rarely tell people my problems. If I do talk to someone I usually pick someone MARRIED. I find that my married friends know how to get and keep a man hence them being married. (Hey I don't live with them they could have a wreck of a marriage and put up a good front but hey it looks perfect to me!). I really dont like to share either.. scared of being judged and well.. scared to hear the truth which if they are your real friends they will tell you the damn truth.. The truth hurts! Don't think I'm ready for all that..One of the reasons I started this blog is to get it out..out of my head! Even if I am the only one reading my blog it still feels good to release it in text or verbal form things that are bothering me and/or weighing heavy on my mind. I will say though listening to my friends dating horror stories I have learned some things.. and then other things I just shake my head cause I've been there and/or I am there now! What I find surprisingly easy though is telling them what I think should be done but ha I don't follow my own advice (Do as I say not as I do dangit!) . I think from now on when people ask me my opinion about what to do with their love life I'm going to stop them and say.. You know I'm single right? I really do think they forget..

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Welcome to my new blog. I will try my best to write everyday. Writing is good for the soul I think and I really have a lot to talk about. So many things run through my mind but since this is the first post I don't want to scare you all off lol.. but starting tomorrow its on! lol.. 


What to expect:


*LOTS of Hello Kitty posts <~~ Can't help it
*LOTS of posts about Men<~~Can't help it
*Make-Up reviews
*Wig Reviews
*Posts about my day to day events, things I notice
*Poems
*Video Links
*Travel Ideas
*Just Random thoughts that run through my mind