Steak and a Life Changing Moment

Last night I was choking on the steak I made I mean beating my chest call 911 choking! (thank god my mama taught me how to do a self Heimlich)  lol I saw my life flash before me.. its that moment I realized I have been sitting in this bed crying and weeping  and not wanting to go out not wanting to live over some BS.. but when i almost did die I wasn't ready to go! Made me realize that change is definitely needed and my future is very bright! I can get through this and any other obstacle standing in my way! I will survive! lol My brighter day is here :) The old Telly is Back! Damn shame it had to take eating steak to come to that conclusion.. and yes.. I finished that damn steak with a smile :)